At the age of 22, I am not pleased with what I have accomplished for myself. I feel like there is more I can do but just do not have the guts to do it. I am still the easy-go-lucky girl who only wants to hop for fun. However, these anxieties troubled me for quite sometimes. Great opportunities are passing by, I know.
At the moment, I’m struggling with my studies. I don’t have the Bachelor’s Degree yet. And my time’s wasted doing nothing about it. Sometimes i think It’s being impractical being the breadwinner in the family. I can’t support them and my studies at the same time. Anyway, I already have my 2-year computer course and I’m earning just enough today.
Instead of worrying about my studies, I try to focus on some self-improvement activities. I want to enroll in a swimming class. I want to go on music, dance and piano lessons. Do badminton once a week. I want to go to different places. All at the same time (if only I can).
I am confused actually which to do first. Can’t figure out which is really important in life, practically speaking. I don’t want to spend time just being sorry at the end. All these given chances conflict to a certain matter that needs to be set aside. And I find it hard to decide.
Anyway, my side about all these unfinished business changes as I hear different views and encouragement from friends and as I witness reality.
I’m now working on making my time valuable. Educating myself the other way.
At the moment, I’m struggling with my studies. I don’t have the Bachelor’s Degree yet. And my time’s wasted doing nothing about it. Sometimes i think It’s being impractical being the breadwinner in the family. I can’t support them and my studies at the same time. Anyway, I already have my 2-year computer course and I’m earning just enough today.
Instead of worrying about my studies, I try to focus on some self-improvement activities. I want to enroll in a swimming class. I want to go on music, dance and piano lessons. Do badminton once a week. I want to go to different places. All at the same time (if only I can).
I am confused actually which to do first. Can’t figure out which is really important in life, practically speaking. I don’t want to spend time just being sorry at the end. All these given chances conflict to a certain matter that needs to be set aside. And I find it hard to decide.
Anyway, my side about all these unfinished business changes as I hear different views and encouragement from friends and as I witness reality.
I’m now working on making my time valuable. Educating myself the other way.
