Wednesday, November 21

to my dearest papa,

all this time i wish to thank you and mama for always giving your best to our family. i know how hard it is to raise a family of four children. being the eldest, i can feel the adversity. but it was so amazing how you can manage to make both ends meet despite the lifestyle we are in to. we somehow survived from simple yet happy family.

everything came to a test when you got yourself into an accident. i can feel your pain. physical pain is tolerable by medicine but i know as a father it hurts more to see your family carry the burden, as i once hear you say. i don't know how to comfort you and let you know evertyhing's going to be ok. i can't even hug you coz i'm not used to showing my emotions to any of you. i can't even remember telling you it's ok. but i was glad you secretly taught me how to be strong by just being a good example.


i'll try to do everything i can to wipe away all your worries and agitation. you have given me the inspiration and enough reasons to win over the fear of not making it and failing everybody's expectations. i don't want to make any promises. but i will try my best to give back all the respect you are due of.
thank you so much for the life and the best opportunity you have given me.
LOVE U PAPA!!!
"...when will i see you again?!?"