At the age of 22, I am not pleased with what I have accomplished for myself. I feel like there is more I can do but just do not have the guts to do it. I am still the easy-go-lucky girl who only wants to hop for fun. However, these anxieties troubled me for quite sometimes. Great opportunities are passing by, I know.
At the moment, I’m struggling with my studies. I don’t have the Bachelor’s Degree yet. And my time’s wasted doing nothing about it. Sometimes i think It’s being impractical being the breadwinner in the family. I can’t support them and my studies at the same time. Anyway, I already have my 2-year computer course and I’m earning just enough today.
Instead of worrying about my studies, I try to focus on some self-improvement activities. I want to enroll in a swimming class. I want to go on music, dance and piano lessons. Do badminton once a week. I want to go to different places. All at the same time (if only I can).
I am confused actually which to do first. Can’t figure out which is really important in life, practically speaking. I don’t want to spend time just being sorry at the end. All these given chances conflict to a certain matter that needs to be set aside. And I find it hard to decide.
Anyway, my side about all these unfinished business changes as I hear different views and encouragement from friends and as I witness reality.
I’m now working on making my time valuable. Educating myself the other way.
At the moment, I’m struggling with my studies. I don’t have the Bachelor’s Degree yet. And my time’s wasted doing nothing about it. Sometimes i think It’s being impractical being the breadwinner in the family. I can’t support them and my studies at the same time. Anyway, I already have my 2-year computer course and I’m earning just enough today.
Instead of worrying about my studies, I try to focus on some self-improvement activities. I want to enroll in a swimming class. I want to go on music, dance and piano lessons. Do badminton once a week. I want to go to different places. All at the same time (if only I can).
I am confused actually which to do first. Can’t figure out which is really important in life, practically speaking. I don’t want to spend time just being sorry at the end. All these given chances conflict to a certain matter that needs to be set aside. And I find it hard to decide.
Anyway, my side about all these unfinished business changes as I hear different views and encouragement from friends and as I witness reality.
I’m now working on making my time valuable. Educating myself the other way.
1 comment:
mhelai, i also plan to enrol in swimming class this summer, advanced level. i think, bert lozada's school has a great offer. it will take four weeks, i heard. well, i hope we can be together in a class.
i also want to play badminton, but the problem is i have no badminton buddy. everyone says they're busy. care to play with me? metropolis mall in alabang has BCs, and it's very convenient for us since we both live in the south. whatchathink?
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