after my recent defeat, i thank GOD for giving me enough reasons to smile each day. in the past three years, i thought i can't get over things again. i closed myself for any possibilities. building walls around me for the fear of history to repeat itself. i was trapped for years. i've lost myself in the middle of loving someone who's never worthy. leaving myself nothing but anxieties. and i was blinded with all these worries.
looking back to printed memories surprises me now. i feel no bitterness at all. for i know it doesn't make sense anyway. i've had enough, i guess. now is the time to give myself some time off and some respect i am due of. and maybe, a time to let go.
it's my choice now to be happy! set aside all my worries and live again. let things happen the way it is meant to be. and if the same thing happens again, i will be strong enough to get the better, if not the best, of.
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