here i am again...

it's been three months now. i thought i totally moved out from sadness. it was just last night wen i remember we're 4 years and 4 months now. i can't help but cry over the memories once again. i was really trying not to talk about you anymore. but despite having you out of my thoughts, inside of me is a heart still hoping to see you again. yes, i'm really good with words. i can proudly tell everybody that i'm happy now. but i find it hard convincing myself. i end up worrying that i can't love anybody else anymore. you've stolen me and my heart. please let me drift safely back to shore, or i'll die loving you...