i didn't even notice this guy in a group conversation with my boardmates. seems like an ordinary nobody bragging about something in loud but happy voice. i really find him irritating. he was introduced to me by a friend and i only say hi without giving even a single glance. one day i was alone doing my homework wen this guy interrupts and ask my friends' whereabouts. it was a courteous approach and i find it awkward to answer him in a rude way. and who would thought it was a start of a good friendship? from then on we play scrabble every night as in every night). til we found ourselves missing each other and loving each other. he was nice as i didn't expect it. he cares alot about how i feel. and so do I.
we've gone through a lot. ups and downs. and i got to know the deeper side of him. he hates to see me crying for it weakens his being. i admire his principles, ideals and his discipline.
when he joins the PNP, i got scared. i don't know why. i have not seen him for almost a year. and i become hopeless. hopeless that he may fall into somebody else's arms. and a woman's instict never fails. it happens. he met this girl. 'till the girl became pregnant. i was lost for almost a week. my heart and my mind was broken. but i have to face the reality. having myself drown in this pain of infidelity is a matter of choice. i have to let go. i found no more reasons to adhere.
after almost six months in grief, i found myself still living in faith. I know things happen for reasons. it was really never easy. and i've realized that i should not fear death anymore. for it happens sometimes in the most unexpected time. i know i can pass all these struggles. he taught me how to be strong and i know he'd be happy to see me going rather than see me drowned in sadness. he's just there watching over me.
i've had enough and i'd like to see in myself still living to tell the tale.
king, thanks for making me see what goodness is like! you will always be my heart. luv u tay!
we've gone through a lot. ups and downs. and i got to know the deeper side of him. he hates to see me crying for it weakens his being. i admire his principles, ideals and his discipline.
when he joins the PNP, i got scared. i don't know why. i have not seen him for almost a year. and i become hopeless. hopeless that he may fall into somebody else's arms. and a woman's instict never fails. it happens. he met this girl. 'till the girl became pregnant. i was lost for almost a week. my heart and my mind was broken. but i have to face the reality. having myself drown in this pain of infidelity is a matter of choice. i have to let go. i found no more reasons to adhere.
after almost six months in grief, i found myself still living in faith. I know things happen for reasons. it was really never easy. and i've realized that i should not fear death anymore. for it happens sometimes in the most unexpected time. i know i can pass all these struggles. he taught me how to be strong and i know he'd be happy to see me going rather than see me drowned in sadness. he's just there watching over me.
i've had enough and i'd like to see in myself still living to tell the tale.
king, thanks for making me see what goodness is like! you will always be my heart. luv u tay!
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